Literally Chanan

Sponge

Fresh out the wrappa is a clean and fresh tool
This tool is used to make shit spotless
And it cleans up spills So there is a lot less
Bullshit in the world but its a sponge and it still can only take so much.....

If I was a sponge then you would be my water and I would be filled in more ways then one wet in more way then one and you would ring me in more ways then one
I would listen to everything that came out of your lips
And I would soak it up taking big gulps not sips
And when you were hot I would wipe your brow
Clinging on to every drop proclaiming yes I got it outloud
And when you were sad and the tears would flow
I would wipe them up so quick no one would even know
And I would scrub away any blemish on your face
I would say good bye pimples I sure put them in their place
I would hold in all your fear that you let out to me
And I wouldn't hesitate to get down on one knee
When your feet need a washing after running through my dirty mind
And trust me you do that shit all the time

I am but a sponge quick to inhale everything you pour my way
But I'm starting to drown and even worse decay
Cuz your tears keep flowing the hurt keeps growing
And honestly I don't want to be just a tool to you
Then you say honestly I can easily replace you
With not one but two
And your just a sponge
Learn your place stop tryna budge
You're lucky you get the time of day
Be greatfull for what I give you okay
You get to listen to my thoughts
You get to wipe me up when I get the hots
Maybe not for you but that chick across the street
But don't worry gurl its all discreet
You will never know just keep washing my feet........
And I laugh and I say fuck you dude
Aye yo I don't need this feud
You can throw me away and get a newer generic version of me
But I promise you fucker your gonna see
One mans trash is anothers preacious jewelery
Cuz when you throw me I bounce back
Even though you try to crush me your fist can't touch me because I'm a sponge and when you clutch me I just spring back
You will never put a dent in this soft exterior you take my kindness for weakness and that's inferior
Why would you ever take me for granted
Guess it Must be becuz you can't handle it
And when I say grow up I don't mean grow up
I mean to say grow the fuck up
Not use your manly stature to fuck me up
I got enough holes in my skin
I'm a sponge
Next time something gets skewered its gonna be a pig
I mean you yah dig
And pigs have to shit likewise
and I'm not gonna be the one that cleans it up this time
Cuz I took enough of your crap and now I'm gonna ring all the shit back
Let it fall down the drain let the garbage disposal dispose of you lame
And pray to God you don't come back as acid rain
An I'm sorry this poem seems to go from sweet to sour
But sponges have two sides
The soft and the scour.

Rise

Isolated and alone I have to stand on my own two feet

Weak minded and frail

Love was just a tool to get me by

But you were there when no one else was

Now I sit in Corners, tear stained and drained

Maybe this will make me stronger or more self-sufficient

If I rise to the occasion

Or I could choose to sit weak in the corners of my mind

Mourning the loss of the only person that truly cared and loved me

Staying down low, low enough so that the devil is the only one that sees…

Rise Chanan rise oh please , my soul cries out

Don't leave me to be taken down by this wolf in the night

Rise Chanan Oh please rise , You are stronger then most

You have lasted, withstood every obstacle that the enemy has set before you

Don't regret or dwell on the past.

You are a tough cookie, she says

Learning how to make the right decisions is hard

When people have chosen to make wrong decisions

Their gift to you all your life

They have beat and torn you inside and out.

God handed me an angel on a sliver platter

I knocked him down

Beat his body

And stomped him into the ground

But God gave him wings I forgot

And after his beating was taken

He soared right back up to Heaven and said to God

She need your love not mine

I'm just an angel but you are Devine

For the Babys Mamas
Hey dude guess wat
I *L0v3 you
But you hurt me
And shit I don't know what to do
Cuz you break my trust
With your times of lust
And you see its not quite fair
Because we share something
And aight ima say it she has your hair
But when I decided to have this baby wit you
You said you would change and everything would be coo
And I don't understand Your supposed to be my man
But you won't even walk thru the promenade and hold my hand
We are a fam
And when I tell you this its like u don't give a dam
Except when I threaten to leave you alone
Then you give me those eyes like a dog without a home
And you hug and you kiss me
And would never diss me
And I start to give...and a chuckle comes out
See this is the cycle that I'm talking about
The one where you get mad all the time and break shit
Then two hours later here comes another make up gift
But talk is cheap and §Θ are gifts
I could give a damn wat comes out your lips
All I care about is wat came out of these lips
And she's beautiful and innocent
Not to mention oh §Θ intelligent
You see she does this thing when we are fighting
Its not too cute its actually a little frightening
Because as we yell and scream
She's plotting her skeme
To get her parents to understand
That she is the most important thing at hand
Not where I was at 5 o'clock in the evening
Or hey wat the fuck am I eating
Or look at this mess why aren't you cleaning
She is my heart and soul
She is more preacios then a pot of gold
And I hope and pray as she grows old
That this hell that goes on around her will not up hold


Lovers Plea
When I first met you I knew nothing about you
We were fresh without blemishes or scars or heart breaks
You didn't know my sins my secrets or even when I met you the skips my heart makes
I didnt know how caring and how simpley decent you could be
You didn't know that I just wanted to lick you up save you all for me
But you got to know me and I got to know you you even wiped up my snot when your babigirl had the flu
Or when I cried there you were with a tissue
And always there whenever I had an issue
And deep down you knew this one thing was trrue
You loved me more then I did you
Cuz you showed me uncoditioonal love and affection
Had my back shielded me from everything you were my protection
Took me to church and to skool and to work
And you were my boo with a whole lot of perks
I never saw you for what you were
just worried about if you running around wit her and her and her
But you wern't
You wernt cheating maybe a litle hurt but you would never hurt me like that
But I thought u did so I hurt you right back
Never knowing that you wanted to make me your wife
Even with all the bickering pain and strife
You were there for me
no like really there for me
And when I mean there
I mean when I was scared
And when I went away for that long summer
You didn't leave me for sum of her
You wrote me as much as you could
And behaved like a loyal boyfriend should
And when you went to sleep you thought of only me
And you dreamt of seeing me all the time freely
Loving me without restraints
Made me feel like a godess or one of the saints
But please don't hold me to all the drama I caused you in our time
Because I didn't hold myself up high I thought you would leave me for any dime
But now I know my worth and I am living for me
Fuck wat people say I'd take all my faults publicly
I know what I've done is in the past
And although the lesson I have learned will last
I am not the person who did those things
I was just a guest on that show not part of its cast
So when I say I'm sorry don't cast it away
Don't listen to what thos silly hater had to say
But remember the sweet person I cold be at moments
Remember how I helped you when you struggled monetarily and spiritualy
Remember how I'm the reason your stronger today
And forgive me so I can fully move on with my life okay

Fatal Crush
Like a giant cocoon I'm pregnant with you
You are the butterfly inside my womb

I guess I got a "Crush" on you

The "crush" caressed my face
Suckled my tit and touched me every place
The fore play had me leaken
And even tho I knew you were taken
I just gave in

The "Crush" entered me slowly and oh it felt good
And it had a stroke just like "Love" would
Pushing a pulling me in and out
Leaving me breathless without a doubt
It was supposed to be all in good fun
But just when I thought we were done
"Crush" ejaculated and fertilized my egg
I told it not to cumm but it ignored my beg

Cupid told me I'm pregnant with "Butterflies"
And all I could say was lies lies lies
How could I be it was supposed to be a one night stand
I can't believe this shit it wasn't planned
As time went by the little "Crush" grew
And now I'm left with this full grown "Like" But not you.

"Crush", you are a neglectful father a dead beat dad
You ignore all these feelings I never should have had
But because I let this stupid "Crush" fuck me
I'm left to take care of this "Like" all by myself, solely.
My "Like" is growing and even tho it should be ours and not mine
I guess I will learn in due time
That this is my problem and the past cannot rewind