All that is on my mind.
Sponge
Fresh out the wrappa is a clean and fresh tool
This tool is used to make shit spotless
And it cleans up spills So there is a lot less
Bullshit in the world but its a sponge and it still can only take so much.....
If I was a sponge then you would be my water and I would be filled in more ways then one wet in more way then one and you would ring me in more ways then one
I would listen to everything that came out of your lips
And I would soak it up taking big gulps not sips
And when you were hot I would wipe your brow
Clinging on to every drop proclaiming yes I got it outloud
And when you were sad and the tears would flow
I would wipe them up so quick no one would even know
And I would scrub away any blemish on your face
I would say good bye pimples I sure put them in their place
I would hold in all your fear that you let out to me
And I wouldn't hesitate to get down on one knee
When your feet need a washing after running through my dirty mind
And trust me you do that shit all the time
I am but a sponge quick to inhale everything you pour my way
But I'm starting to drown and even worse decay
Cuz your tears keep flowing the hurt keeps growing
And honestly I don't want to be just a tool to you
Then you say honestly I can easily replace you
With not one but two
And your just a sponge
Learn your place stop tryna budge
You're lucky you get the time of day
Be greatfull for what I give you okay
You get to listen to my thoughts
You get to wipe me up when I get the hots
Maybe not for you but that chick across the street
But don't worry gurl its all discreet
You will never know just keep washing my feet........
And I laugh and I say fuck you dude
Aye yo I don't need this feud
You can throw me away and get a newer generic version of me
But I promise you fucker your gonna see
One mans trash is anothers preacious jewelery
Cuz when you throw me I bounce back
Even though you try to crush me your fist can't touch me because I'm a sponge and when you clutch me I just spring back
You will never put a dent in this soft exterior you take my kindness for weakness and that's inferior
Why would you ever take me for granted
Guess it Must be becuz you can't handle it
And when I say grow up I don't mean grow up
I mean to say grow the fuck up
Not use your manly stature to fuck me up
I got enough holes in my skin
I'm a sponge
Next time something gets skewered its gonna be a pig
I mean you yah dig
And pigs have to shit likewise
and I'm not gonna be the one that cleans it up this time
Cuz I took enough of your crap and now I'm gonna ring all the shit back
Let it fall down the drain let the garbage disposal dispose of you lame
And pray to God you don't come back as acid rain
An I'm sorry this poem seems to go from sweet to sour
But sponges have two sides
The soft and the scour.
Isolated and alone I have to stand on my own two feet
Weak minded and frail
Love was just a tool to get me by
But you were there when no one else was
Now I sit in Corners, tear stained and drained
Maybe this will make me stronger or more self-sufficient
If I rise to the occasion
Or I could choose to sit weak in the corners of my mind
Mourning the loss of the only person that truly cared and loved me
Staying down low, low enough so that the devil is the only one that sees…
Rise Chanan rise oh please , my soul cries out
Don't leave me to be taken down by this wolf in the night
Rise Chanan Oh please rise , You are stronger then most
You have lasted, withstood every obstacle that the enemy has set before you
Don't regret or dwell on the past.
You are a tough cookie, she says
Learning how to make the right decisions is hard
When people have chosen to make wrong decisions
Their gift to you all your life
They have beat and torn you inside and out.
God handed me an angel on a sliver platter
I knocked him down
Beat his body
And stomped him into the ground
But God gave him wings I forgot
And after his beating was taken
He soared right back up to Heaven and said to God
She need your love not mine
I'm just an angel but you are Devine